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| It's finally summber BREAK!! I'm gonna enjoy this all I can...I am going to be working quite a bit, but, I am gonna have fun along the way too. I am so ready for a new experience. I think it comes with the change in seasons. During the winter, I get so into the groove of everyday life and just the repetitive day by day tasks that need to be done. It's easy to get caught up in that, but, now that it's spring, everything is new and alive, and I'm so ready for that. I am ready to be free, and relax and start enjoying things again. It's a new start, it's something I REALLY need right now, refreshment!! It's exciting! I would really love to take a trip somewhere this summer, not sure where, not sure with who. Maybe just up and leave, all by myself, lol, that's what I always say...but, it doesn't happen, it has before, but I've had people to see and places to go. Everyone is kinda doin' their own things now-a-days. I'll figure something out. I'm so ready to meet new people, real people, and just experience new things...*sigh* Well, i'm gonna quit my rambling fest, so I'll talk to ya'll later!! take care, and enjoy the summertime!=) | | |
| This is so random. I haven't been on here in so long. I guess I thought I'd just write about how things are going latley though just because. They are actually going really well. I love it at my new apartment! I've been here what...3 months already. It has really flown by. I've really become attached to this place. I really love everything about it here. School is going...o.k. I am definatley ready for summber break. I'm not taking classes this summer, and I'm looking into getting a substitute parapro job at lincoln school. I am really excited about that. I'm already nervous for next year though. It's my last year, and this year pretty much flew by and actually being in the fieldwork...that's gonna be hard, but, hopefully, I just fall right into it, and love it. We'll see...I think it will be a challenge, but what challenge haven't I kicked ass at this year yet?? lol...at lot of them, but I'm still hangin' on, so it's alright. Anyway, I just need to be positive about it, and I know that. So, I know this was quite bo-ring, I wish I had something more interesting to talk about, but....i don't. So, leave one if you wish, don't, if you wish, either way, take it easy... | | |
| So, this break has flown by. I know it's not over yet, but I just feel like I never stop. I am super tired all the time. I have even gotten to sleep in the past couple of days. I don't know how I am going to manage going back to school, working, and worrying about paying rent all the time. I don't know, part of me knows it will all be o.k...and part of me is freaking out inside that i will fail. I have once felt that I failed a lot...like everything I really worked for just ended badly. I think..I didn't try hard enough. I have realized what i am truly capable of this semester if I really want something...I can get it, and I geuss that's my plan in approaching this whole moving out thing. I want it, so I'm gonna do it, latley my motto is..'do what you have to do' and sometimes I really hate that motto b/c I find myself missing out on things I want to do. I haven't found that balance b/w what I want in life and what I need...and I am not sure what or where to go for it. I dunno, maybe I am just thinking too much about everything. I don't think I am though...I think sometimes I don't think enough about things, just where I really want to be and what I really want to be doing, and how I am going to get what I want. I am thinking um...a lot about so many things, big, important things. Some things are even things i've never ever really even considered or thought about..and I feel confused, and lost, and sad, and nervous, and I don't know...it's so awkward....sometimes, the closer people are to you, the farther apart you seem to be...leave something... | | |
| So, I am moving. January 4th. I'm so excited. I'm nervous still...but excited. It's gonna be crazy... tons of fun, and I can't wait. I am releived that school is done for a while. It's really good to not have to worry about studying all the time. It's a weird feeling though. I still feel like I am forgetting to do something, study for a test, or write a paper. I'm working a ton of hours this week. The kids are off school so I have a lot of extra day hours, which will help when I move, but now, I just feel like I have NO time to do anything. I feel sooo tired latley, I haven't felt this tired all semester. I think it's that I am slowing down so not sleeping all semester is finally catching up to me. anyway...other then moving and enjoying being off school..and working my butt off, not much is really all that new. I am just kind of havin' a good time on break and anxious to move. so, I guess leave one...hope everyone is doing well...take care.. | | |
| So, I just got my first two finals out of the way. I am not sure how I did, but I think I passed. So yaayyy meee=) Anyway..yea, I am ready for the weekend already. I need to study a lot for the next couple finals coming up. Then, I am just going to relax a while. I'm going to be working like a mad woman over break. Yeaaa, I'm gonna need the hours though. I found out today that our 'tenative' move-in date is Jan. 15!!!! That should work out well. It is the same day that we start our OT classes, and we have liek a four hour break in b/w classes that we might have to go back for to move in some stuff...hahahahaa....we'll see how that one goes. Maybe we can arrange to move in that weekend instead...but, we'll see...I am soo excited. I'd like to be out before the semester starts, and be able to move in over break, but honostly, that is like 3 weeks away!!! I cannot WAIT...I'm gonna have to go grocery shopping, and stuff...haha, woooaahh...it doesn't seem real to me. It won't until I'm actually in, and I go the wrong way home from school. Hahaha...I am so happy that I found someone to live with and that it's working out, she's a really cool girl...so, I am psyched!!! well I'm gonna go. good luck on exams!!! take care... | | |
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